Bella Vista /Lugano

This is a lot better. I am sitting in the room in Bella Vista trying to figure out what to do next after breakfast. I did talked with people in the dining room this morning. The breakfast room is full of parents coming for Parents week end. I have been talking with a few people here. The most important goal for this visit is to meet the college counseling guy. Last night I watch the Shakespears play and saw Edward. He is really a young gentle man now. His brother Richie is also in the play as well. Victoria the youngest in the family is now in Tasis also. This is a good school but parents still need to push the student. Isabelle is still too shy and timid to do things. Anyway, did I not come last year. I always come for parents week end. But sometimes not for the end of the year. But this year we will have the graduation and I’d already book the room. How about the people who want to come too. Like Michel Baumal the god parents and all. We will see what they want to do. And other people that I invite. Will Sarah come too. What to wear and what to do for the girls. I am sure Isabelle want to get some nice dress. We did not see what they do it last year. But it looks like it such a grand thing and how grand it can be. There is the cocktail for parents. The maid is cleaning the bathroom. I think I will go out to town for some shopping for multi vitamins and body oil for massage. The thai lady who I will stay with for two days after this is still busy today. She need to do some catering and she has so much to prepare. I don’t know what ‘s going on with her and husband but we all know that things are not as rosy as it seem to be. I don’t know about the Unites States in general but I am not keen on staying there really. My children might be used to it but it is not that great for me. I don’t like the schools there. Don’t like how narrow minded they are and the regulations. I am thinking of my husband right now. I will not see him again until next year. This is so long. I should be walking over to downtown for the vitamins and this morning. Again I have cramp last night. I did take some fish oil and chocolate. I need to try the chocolate again. I will buy some chocolate powder and lock them. The guy in Pointe Noire, the cook can not steal the chocolate powder and the rice any more. Now I lock it. Only take me 3 years to know that I need to lock everything. I did not lock the milk. But my husband should know that I still have a lot of the soya milk left as well as the normal milk. The people in the house are lost when Madame is gone. The people in the school are there already. I think. I will see Isabelle again at lunch time. I will go to lunch with her may be. This is good in a way I have the electronic journal. I want to go to yoga some where in Italy. It is not that appropriate. I like to learn Chinese from the friend of Isabelle. What is the next thing. I met Celeste last night the girl whom Izzy went to Easter vacation with. They can get the plane ticket right now and if they don’t come they can cancel later. What ‘s going on inside of me right this moment. That is the most important that I need to account for. Why am I so tired on one side the left eye. The left side of the body get cramp and tire easily. So what I want to take into consideration is the food , exercise and all the attitude. Writing this way is different from using the pencil and paper but I’d better get use to it. This is the question. What need to be healed before my book can be published.I know that there is this answer and compelling answer in me to finish the book or to re do it again. I don’t like to stop in the middle when Amanita already almost finished everything. There is this deadline that she always help people with deadline before. But I don’t have deadline so she drag on forever. Was it her or any one else. Can I call Melanie Lowedowski about that or should I call Nancy Santopietro. I should call Nancy and do the distance healing with her . Or I will go to New York again. Yes what ‘s the big deal. I want to finish with her stuff and I will also go do things with Neshi this year too. My husband and I both have different view about stuff. How about put on calendar also of what to do. To talk to some one that’s what’s I am big about. Being a therapist that’s it is all about. Doing this modalities. I can do this in the studio of Toylin also. She did all this thing about yoga. I also like yoga. I can do all this feng shui workshop in the yoga shop. There are definitely no limit to what I can do just need to know what and where to do it. Even in the beginning I took it for granted. But I have so much to offer and I can definitely do a lot of thing. Yes I will call or seek consult to Nancy. Want to know what exactly stand in my way of the book off course I can breath it out also. It was so powerful what I breath out of me already with Ashana.
As I write about this the thai teacher of Isabelle called and suggest that I go see the monk. I inclined to bring Izzy with me to see the monk on Sunday. That would be great. I can also bring the friend of Izzy. Will she be o.k. with that. There are mainly the old people. I am o.k with all that and open to everything. The story of other people is sometimes come at the right time for me. How nice to get to both Thai and English at the same time. May be this is the way to do thing. She is very busy each day. She has 2 children. My friend are there. O.K. just would like to see how good is her reading comprehension. She will be able to use it for sure and if she go to Africa . She should be studying it till the last book. The thai book that she has I want to see and go through it more as she finished grade 2 already. How about arrange for her to study piano with Mr. Fish. Will I be exactly writing in thai ever. I still feel that it is good for Izzy to learn thai and it is good that she is interested in it.